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About Me Member Wannabe Poet AsYouFadedAway1317/Female/United States

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I'M sorry

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I Confess pt.3I Confess...
I am Gay, and I can finally admit it both to the world and myself. I am released.
I Confess...
I am engaged to a beautiful girl who understands me. I am decided.
I Confess...
I am three hours away from her and don't feel like myself anymore I am unrecognizable.

I Confess...
I have skipped my classes far too many times and am afraid I'm falling behind I am self-sabotaging.
I Confess...
I am even more afraid to come out to my father than I was to come out to myself I am apprehensive. &n I Confess pt.3
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I'M sorry
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MomThere are so many things I can’t tell you,
About the things I’ve done, The things I’ve seen, But I could tell you this.
It kills me that you just don’t care, The shit I get away with, The places I’ve been, You don’t even ask where I’m going half the time.
I tell you what I can though, I thought I could tell you this, Apparently not.
I never asked you to like everything I do, But you didn’t even ask if I was happy, And I am happy, Not that it matters.
I know you said you’d love me a Mom
by ~AsYouFadedAway13

Things I Can't ChangeThe closer May gets, The less I want to be alone.
I’ve been running from it, I know.
Yet with all that in the distance, It’s not on my mind.
I stay up at night wondering, Would it have mattered?
If I had come to you, Told you everything.
Admitted how much I liked you, Apologized.
Would it still have lost you? Would anything have changed.
What really kills me is the fact, That I could have fallen in love with you. Things I Can't Change
by ~AsYouFadedAway13

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Tue Sep 30, 2008, 9:25 PM

I'm engaged, we're getting married after I get out of school!

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Mood: Passionate
Listening to: Bif Naked
Watching: The L Word

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Current Residence: Tennessee
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Smalls I suppose
Interests: Reading, Writing. and drawing
Favourite movie: Pulp Fiction
Favourite band or musician: Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
Favourite genre of music: Alternative / Techno/ Piano
Favourite poet or writer: William Shakespeare; Christopher Pike; Truman Capote; Larell K. Hamilton
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Personal Quote: Everything I write about is true unless otherwise noted.
Tools of the Trade: Anything I can get my hands on, including on occasion my friends, and my imagination

Email: AsYouFadedAway13@hotmail.com

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~neptunestears Apr 19, 2009, 8:08:41 AM

Thanks for the fav!! See my journal for more art by me.

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*see-through-silence Apr 8, 2009, 4:31:22 PM

thanks for the fav

And congrats on your engagement!

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~CassieArin Mar 31, 2009, 9:04:46 PM

Thanks for faving the doom project! And way to go with the engagement, you know where to look for your wedding cake! *eyebrow waggle, self point*

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